Thank You Father


November 2014. It's been two years and eight months since I have started my ministry. Within the years I have been spreading around seeds of gospel. Still, no one ever comes back and ask for more... I saw no one coming to Jesus, and heard of no one telling me that they want to believe. I was starting to slack off. I was wondering, am I failing in my ministry? Am I only doing meaningless acts that are a waste? Should I stop and go back to church, sit through a Sunday sermon and be a humble and behave Christian? I was extremely discouraged...


It started as an ordinary dream. So ordinary I don't even remember what it looked like. But I do remember this:

In the dream I was doing I don't remember what. Suddenly a little girl came to me. She was such an adorable little girl, about the age of six or seven. Looking at me she said, "Thank you!". I looked back at her and replied, "Huh? For what?" The little girl replied, "Your father has helped me. Thank you." When I heard, I was like, "Oh. Um... you're welcome." And she smiled at me then left. I then continued with my ordinary I don't remember what I was doing dream.

My ordinary dream continues, which I have no memory on most of it, except that I was going to step into a helicopter. When my right foot just stepped in, another adorable girl came to me saying, "Thank you!" Again, I was like, "Huh? For what?" The little girl replied, "Your father has helped me, I am living well right now." I was a bit annoyed, and replied to her saying, "Well, if my father has helped you, go thank him, don't come to me!?" Again, she smiled at me and left.

After she left the scene, I scratched my head thinking, "When did my dad helped this many people? Why didn't I know about it?" I then ignored the incident and continued with my normal, ordinary dream.

My thought:

This dream has been bothering me for days. I cannot understand what it was all about, until one day, my mind suddenly connected it with my wonder... What if... someone who I have planted a seed of gospel to, what if that someone actually prayed to God and received help? All of the time I was thinking about my Earthly daddy... but what if they were actually thanking my heavenly Father? Maybe it was God who sent the dream girls, telling me that what I've been doing, are not meaningless, that what i've been doing, is yielding results? Then it all make sense! What if......


6:9 And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.
6:10 As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith.